Seeking peace may be a nice thing but it is not. You have to go through your lovers. Your friends and family to find it. Ignoring them for a while.
Funny how after awhile you would think it would work. Not for me. I am locked up a cell unfit to be in a prison were the prisoners are walking about. Just sitting here and the chain on my left ankle. I never have enough room to walk around in this small cell.
But this changed with a man came. Why do I know all these people's names? Why did they lock me up? Even through I have been here hundreds of years, I still don't know why. But that man came, his name was Kisuke Urahara. He brought a boy with him.
Mr. Urahara gave me a offer. I accepted it. The position of being the Vice-President of the Research and Development Institute. Soon after about ten years, Mr. Urahara left. I was promoted to Captain of the twelfth Division and the President of the R and D. After that I started researching on Quincies. I ended my research after a old man came in.He kept muttering words. Strange I thought to myself. I finished him off. Years after that the Soul Society was invaded by Ryoka. I followed two strange Ryoka. One was a girl about 15 or 16 and the other was a male about the same age as the girl. I finally went into battle with them. The girl tried protecting the male.
I was thinking why is this girl so peaceful around a male. I started then wondering what was this barrier this girl made. Suddenly the male came fast at me. Once I got a good look at his clothing I knew that he was a Quincy. I was fascinated by him and how he was able to do a spell that I was researching on. This young boy was strong.
I released my Bankai and that boy killed him. He shoot one arrow at me and I was practically like Swiss cheese. I released my self of my solid form. I vowed that I would come back and defeat him. I finally returned to my solid form about ten minutes after the fight. I was pretty tired but I took a shower.
That is when I heard of Aizen's betrayal of the Soul Society. Sigh why do all the people that seem nice are the ones that turned out to a villain instead of a hero. Once I heard that I sent my lieutenant out of the room. I made my lieutenant but I really didn't care about her. The shower is my only peace.
I want a place where I could find peace. Just like the prison I came from. I had peace and quiet. I experiment on my self but that never goes far. My lieutenant is always there.
When I send her out she always finds away to come back in. I beat her and tell her to go out. She obeys when I beat her. Peace is all I want. I finally got out of the shower after my long thought. I decided to go to my lab. Maybe I will find peace in a woman. Most women are scared of me. A woman that loves me for who I am.
What am I thinking now woman in their right mind will love me. But this is just a hope. A ray of light I am holding on. But when that day comes, if it comes, I will be waiting. I will be waiting for love, for my solace I am still finding. Finding my Solace.
