Friend/Lover

Picture belongs to Saishuu-Hinoiri.

  Why are they here? Why do they want me? What do I have for them? I always ask but no answers come.

 I wait and wait for answers. No answers. Nobody answers me. I am in need of those answers. Why was I created. 

 Why did they do that to me? Why did they create me? What is this life with me? Why? I see these flowers. These lotuses. Their pinkness. 

 They scare me. There is so many of them. I want to know about my past. My life before this. The life of my former self.

I think to myself, who am I? Then I think to Allen, Lavi and Lenalee. They are people who care for me. Why I need to live. I need my true friend Alma. 

Alma the person who helped me out a pool of water. I need my friends. I need who will love me and will cherish me.

I need a friend, a lover. All my questions will be answered then. That is all I am asking.

Finding a Heaven

Picture Belongs to Kyubisharingan

  Heaven might be a dream. Heaven is a light. Heaven is where I thought I came from. Heaven is where my friendship bloomed.
 Yeah heaven, Heaven is something much more to me. I lost things and people in my life. I thought everyone went to heaven. I was wrong.  I met a person, who said he would take me in as his apprentice. He was a strange man. Long red hair, mask that covered half his face, and a weird outfit.

General Cross

 He scared me at first. But I accepted his offer only to figure out that he was in major debt with others. Those others took me and made me do various things. I play casino games but poker was my main game for paying off my master's debt.
 When I would pay off ones debt more would come. I even ask why didn't I join some of the people that I knew in heaven.  Why I have to stay with a money mad man. But when he didn't use tons of money he was at a friends house, who are very rich, he drank with them.
 He would drink a very expensive wine. He then went to a friend in India. She was a very nice women. She had servants there.  I befriended one. A boy about the same age as me. He had brown hair and brown eyes. He was always reading medical books. He had sister too!
 She worked for my master's friend. One day she died. I went to give my friend a candle with a ring of flowers on it. He accepted my gift, then he started changing into something I didn't know about. It was round and had what appeared to be guns on it. Master told me to that I had to kill him because he became an Akuma.

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moyashi-kunn

  I wished I haven't killed him but I did. I hated my master even more. After that my master knocked me unconscious. He left a note telling to go to the European Branch Headquarters. It took me a while to find it but I found it. I was greeted "warmly" by a sword in my face. The person holding the sword, who I later found out, was Kanda. I was then showed around by a girl with black hair.

Lenalee

  She introduced her self as Lenalee. She said that she will take me to Komui. She said that Komui was her brother and the head of the European branch. She looked over to my covered hand.
 "Why is that hand covered up? Is that you're innocence?" She asked.
 "Yes, I damaged it getting here. Akuma are strong." I answered back.
  "Komui will look at that. He will fix it."
 "yeah I hope he is able too." I said as she giggled. She pointed to a man with a french hat on, glasses on and a white looking suit on.
 "Hello you must be Allen. I am Komui. Sorry about what happened earlier.  Kanda, the one who attacked you, is a good man." he tried explaining things. Komui took me to a room that looked like something out of a horror book. A white room with tons of tools. Komui asked for me to activate me innocence. I did as I was asked.

Komui

 "Oh a parasitic innocence. This will be fun repairing it!" he said laughing. I am scared for what he will do to it. Komui brought out tools that made loud noise. I started freaking out.
 Once he was done. He took me to what looked like an inverted pyramid. that went down. Something started grabbing me. I activated me innocence. It then put me down.
 " You have a very high in-sync level with your innocence." the thing that grabbed me said. Once we were done with that Komui told Lenalee to show me where my room was. My was close to Kanda's, what Lenalee said.
 "Thanks for showing me where my room was." I said with a very nice smile on.
 "You are welcome." she answered back. I went in my room and started writing this poem:

    HEAVEN 

Heaven is a nice thing described

Souls that are rested go there

Heaven is where my family is

Souls of the akumas I killed go

Heaven is where my friend is

Souls that even have debt go

Heaven takes many people a day

Souls of all type

Heaven...

Allen x Kanda: What Timcanpy Did

 It was a bright morning in the European HQ. The sun was coming in bright in Allen's room. Allen heard a knock of his door.
  "Bean Sprout wake up! We got a mission." Kanda said still trying to wake up from being pulled from his bed by Lavi. Kanda walked to Allen's bed and yanked his bed sheets off him.
  "What the Hell! I was about to get up." Allen yelled as he yanked his sheets over his naked body.
  "What were you ding Bean Sprout? Ugh, never mind." Kanda said still trying to process what just happen. Kanda walked out of as Lavi walked in. Lavi saw something and screamed. Kanda ran back into Allen's room.
 "OK, What the fuck. Is that... What the hell are you doing?" Kanda said surprised to the scene he walked in. It was Timcanpy's mouth open on Allen's dick.

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 "So that's what you did last night. You fucking sick person." Kanda said leaving the room in a furious rage.  What the hell, Kanda thought, is Allen in is fucking right mind? Komui was coming out of the hall when Allen ran as fast as he could to Kanda. Allen crashed into Komui.
"Why are you in such of a rush, I know you got a mission with Kanda but why in a rush?" Komui trying to figure out Allen's strange behavior.
"I am so sorry. But it is between me and Kanda."Allen said rushing again. Allen finally found Kanda in his room packing.
"Forgive me for what you saw." Allen said trying to plead on what happened.
"Why should I?" Kanda said furiously packing his clothes in his small suitcase. Allen was moving to the table that had the lotus on it.
"It was just Timcanpy's fault. He... He loves doing that to me. He drugs me so I can fall asleep. You and Lavi just happen to come in the part where he was trying to drug me again." Allen tried explained but Kanda slapped him. Kanda pushed Allen to the wall with furious rage of making him pay.
"Listen get the clothes you need and meet me at the fucking deck you got that." Kanda said letting go of Allen.
"Yes, Yuu!" Allen said trying to sound happy.
"I told you I will kill you if you say my first name again. BEAN SPROUT!"
"I am sorry. For the last time my name is Allen!"
 Allen left the room crying. Timcanpy followed him back to his room. Allen was alone with Lenalee came in with a cup of coffee.
"Uh, Lavi said he saw something that he wasn't suppose to..." She stopped in the middle of her sentence because she saw Allen crying. Then Kanda kicked in Allen's door.
"Get out NOW! I have waited enough." Kanda yelled. Lenalee ran out of the room. Kanda grab Allen and forced him out of his room. They now waited at the docks for the boat.
"What is our mission?" Allen said wondering what it might be.
"We have to go to Rome." Kanda said with a sigh.
"Listen I am sorry."
 "Don't worry. I will forgot it for a price."
 "W-W-What price?"
"Listen Bean Sprout, I was aroused by what I saw."
"Um, This isn't the Kanda I know" Allen said nervously. Just then the boat arrived, saving Allen for what was about to happen. Kanda and Allen found their train. Allen sat down far away from Kanda. Kanda still had his mind set on his prize. Kanda walked up to Allen and kissed him. Allen blushed as Kanda started taking off Allen's pants.
 Kanda took off his pants and turned Allen around. He then shoved his dick up Allen's tight ass. Allen let out a moan. Kanda put his hand on Allen's dick and started jerking it while he was pounding Allen's ass.
" K-Kanda..." Allen didn't get to finish his sentence because Kanda shushed him. Kanda started jerking faster. Allen face was red like a tomato. Allen started a moan that made him cum in Kanda's hand. Kanda then put his hand in his mouth.
"Yum, want some Allen?" Kanda offering up his hand.
"N-n-no thanks." Allen turning down his offer but Kanda shoved his hand in his mouth.
"Taste good doesn't it?" Kanda said taking his hand out of Allen's mouth. Kanda then took out his dick from Allen's ass. He then put it in Allen's mouth. Making Allen give him a blow job.
"Faster Allen! Faster Allen!" Kanda said with a pleasure look on his face. Allen went faster for Kanda. Finally Kanda cummed in Allen's mouth. Kanda then put Allen's hand on his dick.
"Do I have to?" Allen question why he had to do this much.
"Yes you do. Now start slow and then as you progress go faster" instructed Kanda.
"No!" Allen said as he grab his clothes and went to the other side of the room. Allen started putting on his clothes and sat down with his still red face. Kanda started laughing.
"Fine by me. I got what I wanted." still laughing Kanda said making it sound very surprising to Allen. Allen didn't say anything throughout the mission.

Kanda x Allen

Background Information:          
  Allen and Yuu Kanda are from D Gray Man. Allen and Kanda are Exorcist. They do not get along. They are constantly fighting. Allen has short grey hair and is 15 years old. Kanda has long black blueish hair and is about 19 years old.


     " Bean Spout!" Kanda said yelling at Allen for making his sandwich wrong. Kanda throw the sandwich at the wall.
      "Kanda! I made the way you like it. For the last time my name is ALLEN!" Allen said trying to get Kanda to be rational. Allen went to pick up the sandwich but then the alarm went off. Time for a mission, Allen thought, let's hope I get to be with Kanda not Lavi nor Lenalee.
    "Are fucking me right now?" Kanda said still angry about his sandwich.
    "Not now!" Allen said laughing.
     "What the fuck bean spout! You aren't getting any this week."
   "B b but. I am sorry. Let's just go. Can you forgive me?"
 "Why should I? After all I seen those pictures and letters by that Noah. So I won't, not for a long time."
 Then without talking Kanda and Allen set off to the headquarters center. They saw Komui who was trying to explain things to Bak Chang.
"Ah there you two are. You two are going to Darmstadt, Germany. There are reports of two Noahs walking around causing many deaths of villagers." Komui tried explain over Bak Chang's cries for Lenalee.
"Stop harassing my sweet Lenalee." Komui cried and went to help Lenalee.
 Kanda and Allen went to the dock. They had to hurry to catch the train. They ran faster and faster but Kanda was ahead. Boy, Allen thought, Kanda looks pissed. They finally caught up with their train. They went to their section but Kanda went to a different seat then Allen.
"Please Kanda forgive me. I'll let you do special things to me tonight or right on the train. Just forgive me. Please forgive me." Allen pleaded.
 "Huh, you say the train?" Kanda sounded interested.
 "Yes the train, anywhere to be exact. Just for you to forgive me."
 "I'll forgive you if you fuck me now."
Allen went up to Kanda and put his hand of Kanda's crouch area. Kanda blushed and kissed Allen. Allen started undressing Kanda. The pants went off first then his underwear. Kanda's big cock was out. Allen sucked it slowly.
"Whoa I didn't say you could suck my dick. I want to pound your ass so hard." Kanda said picking Allen up and pulling down his pants. Kanda then put his thick dick in Allen's tight ass. Allen let out a small moan. Kanda start slowly put forcefully. Allen tried to hold onto a table but Kanda kept him from doing it. Kanda sped up and started to make it painful for Allen to do anything.
"K K Kanda" Allen tried saying the rest of the sentence but let out a loud moan. Allen felt like he was gonna black out from the pain of Kanda's fast attack.
"Don't give up on me yet. We are not done. I just started!" Kanda said laughing and sped up to a point were Kanda grab Allen's small dick. Allen felt horrible for saying what he said but he black out. Kanda sat down and started jerking Allen's dick. That woke up Allen.
"Now you can suck my cock." Kanda said with a pleasured look on his face.
Allen went down and started sucking. Then General Cross came in.
"W what the... words cant describe what is happening" Cross was in horror of what become of his apprentice. Kanda finished his self off in Allen's mouth. The cum started coming out of Allen's mouth. Kanda started dressing up. Allen wiped the cum that went out of his mouth. Then he started getting dress. Cross just stood there in horror.
"General..." Allen tried explaining but was interrupted by Kanda.
"General Cross what you have witnessed was Allen and me fucking. Just keep this a secret between us."
They all went silent. They went on to the mission and didn't talk about what happen on the train.